With an chronic disease it is hard to accept that it is happening to you. It's life changing and supposed to happen to other people. It's even harder if you are young. Remember, it's not WHO you are. It's a condition that you have. Don't be freaked out. Just find out everything you can and take it seriously. You can still have a full and healthy life. You just have some limitations. It's all about your attitude and how well you take care of yourself. Try not to live in denial or fear. Be determined that you will still live the best possible life for you.
To find out the type of diabetes that you have, you need to make an appointment with your doctor where you can get tested on the same. Some of the common symptoms that are experienced with type 1 diabetes include weight loss, blurred vision, increased thirst and frequent urination and fatigue. Check out http://www.mayoclinic.com/health/type-1-diabetes/DS00329/DSECTION=symptoms