In the past, yes. Right now? No. (But I am waiting for the weather to change for the worse, if you can dig what I'm saying, hopefully all I'll need is an umbrella, but sometimes I think I'm due for something that's gonna require a fall out shelter.)
I may do a lot of things in my life but thinking about dying is not one of them. If you kill yourself think about all the people it will affect , your parents , all kin folks and your friends ! You leave them to deal with you death why in this world would you put so many people in pain and to live with this the rest of their life because you can't handle things , I've heard it all ! Get some help and live your life !
No. Not after technically having died at the hospital just over a month ago. I meet each day head on, renewed in spirit, taking every challenge I meet in stride, and with a renewed vigor! I only wish more people felt this way. After having been given this second chance at life, I feel I can't waste a minute of it. ;)
I do think about it, sometimes, but then I realize that there's so much more I could do to help. I could volunteer my time to the homeless, or become a volunteer firefighter, or just walk around the world, helping strangers I meet. Or, better still ,I could stay at home, where my family needs me the most.
Giving up! Sounds so simple. But it is the cowards way out. I got family that I love and I have no intentions of leaving soon. I have aches and pains beyond belief , but I will survive until the good Lord calls me home. Until then I am here to stay.