I am having mixed feelings towards my girlfriend/ex-girlfriend/unknown. . . I need some advice/words of wisdom/people to talk to. . .
The past couple of weeks I have been having totally mixed emotions towards my relationship. I have been in a relationship with this girl for well over a year now. I have been having these feelings of uncertainty and that I am wanting to go our separate ways. We used to spend so much time together and when we weren't around each other we both would be anticipating the next time we had to spend together. I started feeling like I was wanting some time to myself to work on things and spend some time doing hobbies. I then began having feelings of uncertainty and that she is not the one. It gets overwhelming and I just feel so certain that I am prolonging the inevitable. I will think of the future and I am unsure if there is a "we". Then at times I am crazy about this girl and find myself wanting her here by my side. I haven't been showing that I want to hang out with her lately and it kills her. She is so affectionate and loving towards me and it is killing me that I have been hurting her. I also wonder if there is somebody more suiting for me out there. Then I think of all the good times with her and am unsure that I want to end it.