It sure would freak me out.Do you have to do that? If you have a nice girl, maybe she can help you stop. Unless you are willing to stop with her help, best cool it with her if you think she will get freaked out too.. I wish you all the luck in finding peace with yourself.Take care..
I think she will freak out about it. But I think you should tell her. Perhaps her knowing about her would help you with the pain you're going through and discourage you from cutting. Maybe she can discourage you from it.
my best advice is to be honest and tell her.but you need to get help,pronto.maybe you should tell her that you know you need professional help,but are too nervous to go by yourself.ask her if she'll go with you,maybe to the school guidance counselor,to get help. heck, I've had a guy friend who used to cut. he acted really weird about it when anybody asked him directly, so I was very indirect with him, he broke down and told me everything. then he asked me where he might find help, cuz he didn't know. I told him try the guidance counselor. he asked if I would go with him, I said yes, he hasn't cut in 4 years.
The most important thing is that you seek help to resolve the problems that you have. You're obviously dealing with some heavy stuff. You don't have to go it alone. I would only tell if you think she can help. It's very upsetting for the people who love you. This I know from personal experience. But it needs to be resolved. It's not the solution.