Living forever, watching everyone i know and love pass away before me. My body growing so old all i can do is sit around and watch. disease running rampant in my body, consuming me, yet i just can not die. Still think death is that bad?
I fear never loving anyone as much as I was in love in the past... Having as much trust and friendship..... albeit, we did fight as much as we made love, but we did both with all our hearts. I fear returning to my drug addiction and not being able to beat it again.... I do not fear death. Death is to be a welcome retreat from reality and the devestations of life....
Elevators. I now it sounds weird but I don't like being in them all by myself because it could get stuck and that would freak me out! I have a good reason thought. When I was in the Disney Land Hotel there was one elevator that one day me and my cousin went on so we could go to other floors. When we got in we pushed six and it started going up but suddenly it stopped (and we are both sort of scared of elevators) and then the thing that tells you what floor your on started to change randomly 24, 16, 7, 63 and other numbers but then we started moving up again but it kept changing numbers. When we got out of the elevator we explored the floor but we were so scared that we took the stairs back to our apartment and through the rest of our vacation when ever we took that elevator something weird would happen.
A whole bunch of things... I don't have one worst fear, I have a tons. Likee; I'm scared of spirits, falling and breaking my head in Gymnastics, Me killing someone cause they hurt my family, a bunch of stuff !:p
Spiders, snakes, ice skating and get skated over, getting stuck on a roller coaster at six flags, watching someone get hurt, being in very small places, mimes, elevators, car rides on long bridges, slender man..... Im afraid of many things.
Death, losing my friends, Michael Myers, "Jeff" (Look it up), The Wiggles, Floating things that shouldn't be floating, accomplishing nothing in my life, what happens once life is over, and other things.