Everyday I question my sanity and whether any of this is real or not......the most disturbing part of it all is that I will NEVER TRULY KNOW the answer to that.....even if someone were to tell me this is all real, how could I believe them in the first place????........It's not always fun and games in this head of mine.....
Well I woke up from a nap yesterday wondering if human blood had a smell. Say you were next to a fresh dead person, would it smell? I have a lot of weird scary thoughts in my head. This is just one of them.
I've often thought about putting myself into Lee Harvey Oswald's place, realizing what I was doing as I was doing it, and that JFK's brains would be splattered all over his wife's face. Thought of how hysterical she must have been from it, and how much he really impacted not only that one person, but a whole nation. He changed the entire future, everything would be different if JFK stayed in office. I wonder what his motive truly was, because he sure as heck wasn't rewarded for it. That just goes to show what a motivated Marine and his rifle can do.
What if all the stuff I have done in my life, everything I have been through, was all for nothing. What if nothing really matters and we only like to believe it does because it's a source of comfort? What if we're just layers of skin hiding bone.
My sanity is slowly slipping away, and now I doubt my brain will ever function again properly lol , but I had a hardcore sex dream with people that I didn't know!! there looked like they were in their 50s O.O