I have a dilemma that bothers me and need advice. My husband and I lost both our children 2 years apart, they were each 8 1/2. I believe
all my heart that they are in the Lords arms. I have never been mad at God because he loves the little children and while they weren't made well as I wished and here on earth they are well in Heaven. My problem is attending church. I get so emotional with the service, songs etc. I usually end up crying and am so drained I'm beside myself. I read the Bible and say my prayers and ask for strength. how do I overcome the emotional strain in attending church?