i need help?
See, i used to know someone, and we were the bestest of friends. We did EVERYTHING together, like in those movies. we will call her Amy.
Then, a new girl came to my school. Everyone made fun of her and called her a whore(she wasnt) and i felt really bad. we will call her sara. she seemed like a really nice person and i decided we could be the three amigo's.
Shortly after, we all became bestfriends, but Amy started to become closer to sara and driffted apart from me, where sara remained my 'bff'.
After awhile, things cooled down alittle. and sara moved away.
Last year, my best friend from grade four that i hadnt seen since moved to my school. Of course i was estactic and me, amy and her had become close.
Now Amy's ditching me for her again, and jokeingly saying she likes her more. I dont think it's a joke. All summer, she wouldnt return my calls or texts, and they hung out almost everyday.
I decided i would hang out with one of my other friends(martha) and she turned out to be a bad egg,which i can see now.
i really dont know what to do. i want to just find someone who will want to actually be bestfriends, but im kind if awkward and dont have many other friends.
p.s. I've tried to deal with it for three years, but it just gets me real depressed and stressed now,
i need to stop this!
p.p.s. ive tried talking to her before, it just ends up in a fight