My god? I like to stand outside and gaze at the stars. I like to be among trees and plants. I like to admire the natural world and think of how it came to be, the gradual and painstaking process of the whole thing. How it came about that I am here within the natural world. How it will go on after I am no longer here. Whether I will ever come back and see it again.
I love adoration. It's the only time that something actually moves me to the point of tears without everyone else crying before I cry. It's like the only thing I connect with. I don't like praying in groups because it only works for me if I'm alone or with my Confirmation sponsor. For some reason, I can pray with him but nobody else.