How can I try to be happy?
I'm in a relationship with a guy a few states away, we're never breaking up, but he hasn't been online (the only way we can talk) for a week. And I'm going literally insane, with a slight feeling he might be cheating. Not just that but also my best friend deactivated his account and he lives in a different country. (I'm never sleeping again.) Ever since all of this happened I've been crying every night, not sleeping of course. I just want to be happy with living without my best friend and stop going insane just cause I can't talk to my bf. Like I said, we're never breaking up so don't say that.