Help me please?
i feel like im being used by my so called "friend".
shes basically the opposite of me.
shes into one direction and i like evanescence, she likes vintage i like punk.
shes into make up im not.
see the differnce already?
i dont know why were friends.
when im bugged by the guy she likes and i feel bullied she laughs with him and doesnt even help me.
am i that insignificant?
i honestly wanna kill myself know that even if im lonely and she sees me there alone she would leave me.
she only talks to me when her other friends arent with her or to find her other friends, then when she finds them she leaves me.
i told her i was raped and she was shocked then she totally forgot like it was nothing.....
i wont be surprised if one day i kill myself beacuse i hav such a hard time living up to expectations as a good friend for her and she doesnt appreciate my hard efforts and she has the courage to say i dont try and no one talks to me because im emo, when i was never emo to begin with...