So much pressure!!! Read description, please!!
So I'm away from home, at ballet school in New York City. All my teachers here are so demanding and I just have a hard time dealing with the stress of intense training and school. I'm also having eating problems and it's so overwhelming and stressful. Sometimes I feel like the work is slipping away. I've made myself throw up a lot, and I know it's bad to do, but I just lose my head sometimes and forget what's right and what's wrong. I know I wouldn't be like this if I was at home but I'm so close to catching my dream!!!