I am the same way, and I've asked questions similar to this one in the past. I suffer from Social Anxiety Disorder, which means that I try to talk, but the words that I want to say, don't come out at all, and I have trouble making conversations. and being my own self. I wish that wasn't the case though, but I guess God made me that way.... don't care what others think. Be yourself. Not your shy self. People want to make conversations. Find some people just like you and try to make a good conversation with them. I'm sure that you will be able to easily meet them if they're just like you.