I feel like there's no reason to go to school anymore? how to stop feeling depressed/heartbroken
I feel done, like I have nothing to do. I'm not bored, I feel worthless like paper... I don't want to go to school, I want to lay in bed all day, or sleep "forever". I have friends at school but we don't hang out at lunch, I'm practically a loner. I hang out with people who are older and once they leave I will be alone at school, and my exfriend from elementary school I thought we'd hang out but we don't, people use me when they dot have anyone they know in the class but ignore me when they're with their friends :/ the person I really truly loved for about almost 2 years no longer goes to my school, I felt like I really loved him. Even if we didn't talk, I felt like he did like me at first, but since I was shy a year ago I didn't talk to him even if I liked him. I would smile at him this year but then 3 weeks ago I felt like he didn't like me anymore. :( now he's gone. Everything is gone, I want to end this. I feel like there's no reason anymore I feel jealous of others. :/ how do I stop feeling like this!