Should I tell him what I feel or just zip my mouth?
I'm 20 and he is 37 year old artist, I met him in highschool because he was my teacher. We usually talk about arts and paintings. It's been 3 months since I started to feel this way. And because I thought there won't be a chance for me, (because he is way older than me and I am not beautiful.) I tried to forget him and get a life. But in this morning I found myself wearing clear manicure just because I heard he likes women wearing clear manicure. I don't know what the hell is wrong with me, but I can't stop this. What should I do? staying this way is painful but I am afraid if he refuses me. If things doesn't go well, I won't be able to see him again.