4 months ago
Last edited at 8:52PM on 8/12/2013
I was the new girl at school, and it was a very good school! A nationally ranked one. It was full of gorgeous guys and very nice kids, it was one of the only schools I never got bullied in. But I was just antisocial. People would try so hard to be nice to me, but I just didn't click with anyone. Painfully shy! Thank goodness SOME of that has gone away now. But I used to skip lunch and sit alone outside of the gym, I always sat alone in the back of the class, I never even had a full conversation with most of the attractive guys, even if they sat right across from me at the same table in Spanish class! I was sort of happy though, it's complicated, even though I spent most of that year alone. My only friend was a few years younger than me, I was avoiding my sister because I couldn't deal with the fact that she'd come out of the closet, and I just felt like there was no one there a lot of the times. I learned to enjoy spending time alone, and I began to have fun that way! Also I began to appreciate the little things in life<3.