Married 30yrs. 4 kids, 3grandkids. He has been a cocaine addict and has had innumerable affairs last 3 yrs extremely bad. just found out
that he has type 2 diabetes and prostate cancer. Ive know that something had to be wrong with him for the last 3 years especially, and I do love him dearly, but he has done so many horrible things to me im having trouble finding compassion and sympathy. I'm also exremely angry at him. I've warned h for years thw consequences of his life style and he did not heed any of my warnings. what do I do?