Why am I a silent cryer?
Because you want to be?
explain Silent Cryer
How are we supposed to know the answer to this?
I'd like to order a dish of details, my money will be payed in answer bills.
because you cry whilst simultaniously being silent?
Sometimes, we become conditioned by whom and what we associate with the most. Are you musical? Perhaps, your guitar "gently" weeps and your followed the lead.