No , it's not bad ! The right person will come along and BAM ! You'll know that's the one for you ! I saw this hot blonde many years ago and I asked her for a date and we've been married 34 years now ! Be patient and the one for you will come into your life !
I'm wondering. don't you love your friends?! ;-) many years ago I saw a bumper sticker that said,"if you love someone; tell them." these days, if I love someone, I tell them!! as for loving someone of the opposite sex (or the same sex, for that matter!), in an intimate way; most of us desire and seek that. if this is what you want, I hope you find it...;-)