What do I do?
I think I am bipolar. I'm just a kid (well I am 13) so I don't want to share this with my parents but I don't know if it will affect me. My parents usually think I make too big a deal out of things so they will probably just tell me to forget about it but i took multiple tests online and they all showed up positive and whenever someone does the tiniest thing I just want to throw something across the room or smash something. It hasn't gotten to the point where I want to punch someone but if I were mad at someone I feel like wanting to slap them or pull their hair but not the point where they are bleeding. I don't know what to do. I also have suffered from what I think is depression. I'm not sure but I feel worthless a lot and I have considered suicide. (not that I'm one of those creepy depressed people but you get my point) but I don't know if I should ask my parents to go to the doctor. What if they say it's nothing? Then I will just be embarrassed and then it will be awkward when I talk to them cuz they think that like I'm crazy or something or even if I think I'm crazy. I'm stuck. What do I do? PLEASE HELP!