How do I get over loneliness?
I'm 15, and I feel like I'm going crazy on the inside from loneliness and depression. I know thats normal to sometimes feel alone, but I feel like I have absolutely no one I can talk to about this, not even my friends or family. I do have a lot of friends, but I don't feel like I can talk with them about these things because, well, I just don't know why, and I'm even more distant with my family. On the outside I don't think my loneliness shows because I hide it with smiles and laughter, but on the inside, its so bad that its all I think about sometimes, and sometimes I start to think about how it would be easier if I just wasn't alive. I feel like I need to be in an intermittent (emotionally) relationship at all times with somebody to not be as alone and so on. I've been becoming more and more distance from my family and friends, and I've been becoming increasingly depressed, and I have a low self esteem. I sleep all day, don't eat much, and I'm just plain MISERABLE. How do I overcome extreme feelings of loneliness?