I cant even ask out my crush. if, IF, notice the if there, if i was gay, i would probably stay in the closet forever. Sometimes i cant even decide if i should stay in my emo closet. Thinking if i become social i will mess up, and every one wont like me because i am annoying, which has happened before. But when i stay anti social, every one says, dont be anti social, get friends, no one likes you being emo. Either way the cycle continues, i would expect its the same for gayness, but hey, different crap, different solutions, different endings.
It took some of my family members a while to adjust to the announcement, but like Panda said, I'm happier. It sucks having to hide such a huge part of who you are and once you are able to live life openly it makes life better because you can be honest with everyone.
i just told everyone including child hood and my army friends most of them already knew or suspected that this is who i have been all my life since birth and that i hoped they understood that i was done living a dubbel life ans was not going to continue to do so to make or keep anyone happy only one of my friends coped an attitude but only because I did not go out with him i already have a partner.