Is this bad luck?
ok so whenever i try something there has to be something in the way of your accomplishment. however i get the worst of the worst things in my way, then i have to choice but to give up because if i don't no one forgives you and you live on forever with embarrassment. how do i end up with stuff like that? heck even a friend of mine who is more of a nerd than me has more friends and when i try my hardest i get rejected! now i wonder why I'm alive since i could of died at birth. i keep myself shut in my house nowadays, i don't go to school or hang out much outside. because whenever i get mad over the simplest things the rage i have in my life and darkness from my past comes out then i end up almost getting in trouble. hell i could almost punch anybody! why was i born? to become evil then someone to stop me in order of me losing again like how much of a loser i am in my life? make someone random with no pain in life become a hero when the evil one wants to be proven he isn't evil? come on. bad luck is me. a monster, i should keep myself locked up. what do you think?