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dashing_native: 3 months ago

Is this bad luck?

ok so whenever i try something there has to be something in the way of your accomplishment. however i get the worst of the worst things in my way, then i have to choice but to give up because if i don't no one forgives you and you live on forever with embarrassment. how do i end up with stuff like that? heck even a friend of mine who is more of a nerd than me has more friends and when i try my hardest i get rejected! now i wonder why I'm alive since i could of died at birth. i keep myself shut in my house nowadays, i don't go to school or hang out much outside. because whenever i get mad over the simplest things the rage i have in my life and darkness from my past comes out then i end up almost getting in trouble. hell i could almost punch anybody! why was i born? to become evil then someone to stop me in order of me losing again like how much of a loser i am in my life? make someone random with no pain in life become a hero when the evil one wants to be proven he isn't evil? come on. bad luck is me. a monster, i should keep myself locked up. what do you think?

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Minji: 3 months ago via iPhone | Last edited at 9:30PM on 2/25/2013

Do me a quick favor will you? Breathe in.....now breathe out. Do that until you've calmed yourself...Better now? Listen, you were born because you're going to do something great in life. I know that sounds cliche but it's true...Stuff is always going to get in the way of us achieving, because that's life. Don't compare yourself to anyone, because you are you and they are them. They are different. Rejection is what makes us stronger, man! Do you plan on staying shut in the house for the rest of your life? Heck no! You have to get out there, and do something! You're scared you'll get angry? Find something that relieves your stress. Don't say you're a loser, because you and I both know you aren't. You aren't bad luck. You aren't a monster. And you are way better than you describe yourself as! Stay fricken strong, bro!

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dashing_native: 3 months ago

lol yeah yeah. i just don't get why this happens. i have multiple personalities or something like that. i can become angry the whole day or happy, sad mean rage. lucky my personalities don't take over much because i can see and live through the day but i hope i won't forget a day where i did something bad. I'm not great but if i were going through this to become strong i want it physically not emotionally. i can handle most emotions. physical? no I'm weak, to be honest I'm always alone. whenever i get close to someone they go away, I'm not kidding me and this girl liked each other but never really showed it. but she up and left one day without a trace. no one asked about her hell even her best friend didn't seem lost. i stop and think was i making her up? but the strange thing is she never showed up for a school picture never! she wasn't ugly or anything normal but strange. now when there is someone who likes me i don't want to face losing someone i fell in love with just losing them again. i have many problems that each one can be made into a movie! I'm not strong I'm weak, if i was born for something i hope it involves something of risking my life for many others. so i can rest my pain away knowing I'm a hero. rather than living a hero since i don't know how to interact, trust me i tried. i want to die a hero, with a smile knowing i became a somebody, someone who can be called a hero. but I'm not, so i don't know. i hope i can live a life without anyone knowing me. i wish to leave my town and disappear.

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