How to get diagnosed for a personality disorder?
I am certain I have a personality disorder. I have all the symptoms of being narcissistic, a sociopath, a psychopath, and paranoid. I am still under 18 and live with my parents. I have had trouble dealing with people since I was little, I was taken to a psychologist when I was 6 for 3 years for my social problems.When I was 13 I was taken to a psychologist again for 1 year to deal with my paranoia and depression. My parents assume that it is all apart of growing up and that there is nothing wrong with me, they say I will get better when I am older, it is just a stage. I am not sure when being taken to a psychologist for years started to be considered 'normal'. I crave to be diagnosed by a doctor to so I know I am not going crazy thinking I have something but everyone else telling me I'm fine. I don't feel fine! I have contemplated suicide since I was 5 and have to monitor myself so I do not hurt anyone. Could I really be normal? Then why do I feel so f*cking different!!! What should I do! My parents won't listen to me, but I am losing my mind!