Am I being abused? Am I crazy?
I'm a junior in high school. My mom says I'm a slut, worthless, I'll never find someone who will marry me, a failure etc. she mocks me over my Christian faith although supposedly she's a Christian? She tells me I don't deserve to be a part of this family and I'm the Devil's child. I've had things thrown at me. I've been shaken and pushed. I've been dragged by my hair and kicked outside for hours with no coat or shoes. Sometimes I'm not allowed to sleep. My father said he was gonna help me but instead told me that I deserve it all and that I'm not worth being protected cause I make too many mistakes. And I do mess up. I try to do e everything right. It's never good enough. She's now started hurting my bro. My dad can be just as bad. A few trusted adults think it's time to call Child Protective Services. But my parents always say it's my fault and that I'm crazy. And I do make mistakes. I'm so confused. And I'm so worried that maybe it is my fault. I have panic attacks and flashbacks. I don't know what to do.