Am I doing this the right way?
First of a few.. Actually.
I am leaving the country for a country I aqcuired citizenship from, so there is a whole new life waiting for me to build on. BUT: I will be saying goodbye to my family which I do not know when we will see each other again. It breaks me. I will be leaving in 55 days.
Secondly, I fell in love with a woman and it took me quite a while to get over her, after I ran into her and sent her flowers, which she appreciated. Although it felt she returned my feelings ( which were very strong) she did not return my messages after a while. It was only the eye contact and the fact that she would smile at me, and her friends that I do not know sees me in public and stare? Did I do right or did I not do enough?
Am I right to want to leave these things behind? I feel guilty for leaving my beloved family which is dear to me, but I need to build a bridge where they can follow and come live with me overseas in a few moths (hopefully)
Thank you in advance.