Am i just lazy or actually dumb?
so I've never really been at school since the last 2 years and my knowledge in school has dropped. but when theres a matter or problem i come up with an idea that might work or actually work. I'm just lazy nowadays and don't know if I'm stupid, i made a riddle not too long ago. you can find it in my Q&A that was expressed for me and how i am. I'm lazy to right most stuff so i don't get it done. but if i do want to accomplish something i can complete it besides becoming a internet star or actor. since it acquires hard work which i lack. people always say I'm a smart kid but don't believe them, i don't see why i need to work hard on something but i just sulk in despair and my worthlessness. i don't want to live because I'm just not interested in life i was interested in love and making my own family but the way i look won't cut it since this world only is for the people with looks. so what am i lazy or not? also noticed i didn't put much effort in words and detail so.