Where do i fit in?
I'm starting to believe i don't fit in anywhere! I've tried becoming a gamer and fit in with them but they are better than me at COD and fighting games, then i get made fun of because I'm not good at a damn controller? one of the reasons i don't play online games much i feel left out everywhere. I'm an otaku anime freak. and i don't even fit in that crowd! i get rejected and neglected everywhere! nowadays I've been consumed with hatred and rage, i used to be a happy guy but nobody even cared. when I'm depressed my body weakens my legs become somewhat crushed i don't know how and why but i feel it. my heart area hurts but not a heart attack or anything if i ever get the slightest depressed i can feel like someone shot me in the heart. hell i used to help random people now when i see someone in need and helpless i just smile and walk away since my smile looks scary as hell, i don't know how i became so scary and careless but whenever i get more depressed i have less emotion and less tears despite the pain i feel around my body. where do i fit in? i don't know.