I really love this girl but i feel like i always come last what to do
me and her have a on and off relationship. ive loved her for four years of high school an now we are in our second year in college. two different colleges that are three hours away from each other and things are still the same. she always say she is going to change but it comes and goes. i know that she is in school so i just asked her to try to take two minutes out of her day call just to know that im on her mind and it dont have to be every day but like i said before it comes and goes. she say she love me but her actions never show it. I am truly in love with her and im tired of talking to her about it with her because no matter what im coming last in her life. i really need helpful advise of what i should do because my heart really feels a pain that wont go away i need to get my power back.