Smile all day long. Others will want to talk with you, and a Smile is pretty on anyone. STOP calling yourself ugly, or saying anything negative about yourself. I am 71 yrs old, and my gf says the same thing. She has gotten better the last 4 yrs, because I keep telling her to not keep saying stuff like that! Keep telling yourself to stop being negative about yourself, and think about what you might say before you say it. Good luck.