I just found one of my teenage diaries, and I can't tell you how much it meant to me when I found it. I learned so much about myself and how far I've come, how much the people around me supported me without my realizing it, and how important perspective is on your situation. Please, for the sake of yourself now (journaling feels SO good) and your future self (possibly even your future kids), take the time to write at least a little every day. I learned the hard way that nobody can really love you until you love yourself. Journaling is a great way to start :) Take care!