what it boils down to is this ; is this right for you? is this what I want to do? if it's not in your heart mind and soul then how can you benefit from it or can it benefit from you. it's like being forced to eat brussel sprouts whats the point when you can get the nutrients from something else.
I guess you have to decide- is this what you want to do? Will you enjoy doing it, or will it become a chore? If you decide it's not for you, then you need to talk to her and express how you feel about whatever this team is for. Good luck!