Why am I afraid of death?
I have always been afraid of dying ever since I was little but recently its been getting worse. It gives me a pain in the stomach and I feel like crying. I don't want to die so I try not to think about it and when I was little I use to tell my mom and she would tell me that I would go to heaven but now idk. Im not sure if I should believe in God anymore but I feel horrible about admitting it or thinking it. Its killing me to just say this!! I'm afraid of losing my family and friends but I know that I cant do anything about it. I also always feel like life's a dead end and there's no point in living it. I also sometimes give up on life. Even at the simplest if things.