Should I just be a jerk? Read details
I always feel like I've found a girl that will be happy with me and me be happy with her. but then their parents won't like me or want me to date their daughters because of some made up reason (maybe because they know my dad) and I am a loving caring person. I think I'd be an amazing bf but I've never been given the chance. then the girls lose interest (so it seems) and I feel like they're gonna leave me for a jerk that dips and drinks (especially them country boys) and the relationship is disgusting to me because I feel like "who cares? im always nice but then I get sh*t on". and I know "there are plenty of girls out there" but I don't know if my 15 year old heart can take all this abuse. I'm kind of country. I go and work at my grandpas farm and weld sometimes, wear boots, I like/go to rodeos. I shoot guns. should I just be a jerk? I want to feel loved in a relationship but the girls never really seem interested in me (but if they do they eventually all forget about me)....please help.