How do I trust my mom again after being hurt from her over and over?
Im 15 My mom is a drug user. so she gets very abusive. but I tried to talk to her about hurting me, but she just showed that she doesn't care. it really hurts me to see my mom like this, and I was sick and tired of getting hurt. So one morning when she went and hit me again, I gave up and I turned her in. for every thing, we had no water and no electric at home so we were forced to jump around looking for a place to eat and to shower. I would get beat up constantly for no reason, I've been abuse physically and verbally... it's been 1 year since I turned her in. and now she's apologizing to me and asking to court for visitations with me. But I'm scared. I just don't know what to do!