Can someone explain this?
A long time ago when I was in the sixth grade at middle school, I was having some problems. There was this person that would bother me and as much as I hated it I was fine. Then one day this person was messing with one of my friends and the only thing I hate more than being bullied is seeing my friends or others get bullied. I was sad and angry because I wanted to know why bad things happened to good people. Me and my friends weren't perfect goodie goodies, but I know we were a lot better than many bad people. My friend did nothing to this person and neither did I and I would notice that many bad people who are bullies would have happy lives. They got money, friends, and always ended up passing. When I saw my friend being bullied I went on the Internet trying to find anything that could help me to stop these people. I found something called spirit animals and heard how they helped. One of the stories said they scared their enemies away. So that night I stayed up meditating and crying trying to contact my spirit animal. I needed help, guidance, and protection. That night when I went to sleep I had a dream where I was in a prairie looking up at the sky and the next thing I knew I was in the sky that's all I remember. In the morning while I was getting ready for school I picked up my folder and out of it fell a shiny clean rat skull. My family had just gotten rid of some mice that would roam our house at night a week earlier. I threw it away not remembering anything from the night before. Later on in the day when I was thinking about it I remembered about the dream and the meditating. I notice things did get better though. The reason I am asking this now is because I am going through some problems now and I need help. I've never told anyone about this before. Can someone explain this to me?