Push yourself to get it happiness just doesn't randomly happen.... Love yourself and love who you are and just push is all I can advice ( take it from somebody that as been through it all) just don't give up and don't feel bad for yourself. Good Luck! :)
Happiness and all happiness in Islam. Happiness in worshipping Allah ( God ). Words I love to Conclude. It is time to find out about Islam. It is time to find out about the truth by using your own Mind. A Time for Thought. A Time for Change. A Time for Action.
Get close to Jesus Christ. Tell him you want to be close to Him. Talk to Him a lot. (in your head or out loud if you're alone. And talking is different than praying to Him.) Pray to Him. (a little more formal than talking. Try The Lord's Prayer.) Tell Him you love Him a lot. And, maybe most important, LISTEN to Him. (Just be quite and listen. He may say He loves you.)
Living life to the fullest,doing things that interest you,I love the ocean, surfing ,fishing,archeology,I make Jewelry,create ads for people,Study the Bible,and Paranormal,Photography,and laying on of the hands,
The Bible teaches that happiness is fleeting because it often depends on things outside of ourselves, but true joy is eternal because it is based on our relationship with Jesus Christ, which is itself an everlasting source of joy.