How can I be less pathetic?
I lack self control,put emotions before everything,always in dilemma,stuck up...I try hard really hard to work out the mess I'm in but I only end up pushing away the only people I know..I don't have that much of a social life ..I'm okay with it though.
I'm doing all the stupid things ..think with my heart and not my brain..So no one's(friends,relatives or sometimes my relatives and even my parents) ever with me for a long time.....
Sometimes when I hear my dad's voice towards me..I think I'm just a burden to him..
I can't go to counsellers..they just make things worse..they never understand me..no one does