Well, Paul had a ''sting, sent from the devil to slap him'' and Jesus told him ''let my grace be enough for you'' So, ok. 1. pray to Jesus for you to overcome it. That s the first step. 2. look for anything that you ve done wrong that you should fix and fix it. As in if you hurt someone, apoligize. 3. Take a deep breath and relax. Rest well, and gain strengths. 4. When you feel better, you get back on the horse. Begin resisting temptation from the world, if you can, flee from it. When you begin, it will be hard. Then it will be a bit easier as you get use to it. Then the devil will send strong ones to take you down. But a christian s strength is in faith, prayer and knowledge. That s why Jesus told His disciples ''pray non stop so that you may resist temptation'' Matthew 26:41. Gby
What you are feeling is no different from what Christina all around face. What matters is that you don't fall into or give in to the temptations. When you feel weary, go back to the good book and read a few encouraging passages. You should also talk to someone from your local church for assistance.
I totally understand your situation. My suggestion is to do everything in your power to draw close to God, such as cutting out the things that distract you and the things you know are questionable in they're use. Then let God fulfill your desires!
Wanting from the world,It's O.K. to want things,God wants you to enjoy life,and be happy it's the way you go about it,Delight yourself also in the LORD: and he shall give you the desires of your heart.