I feel like my boyfriend doesn't love me anymore.
I feel ugly and unwanted. I feel as if my boyfriend no longer loves me. 8 months ago while I was pregnant he was messaging other females. When I threatened to leave him he said he would change and never again would he do it. Ive lost my trust for him and I still can't forgive him. I say I do but I just can't. when we argue and he gets fustrated he says he thinks about leaving me.I cry every night he goes to work and I think about what he could be doing. I recently viewed the web history and he's been looking at sex videos. I lost it now. I'm crying so hard because I love him. what really bothers me is that we have a 3 week old son and I don't want to take him away from him. I need advice please. I feel like I'm going into depression. (I've never told another Guy I loved him not even just to say it. he was the one who said it to me first. that's why when he first said I didn't know if I should say it back. and I feel like I never should have said it)