What should I do about my education?
as of right now I am not going to school but planing to return before summer and keep going after summer break. but I do not know much about math I'm in grade 9 but don't know much about division and hardly know multiplication. although I don't think I need math with jobs I'm looking at for my future after school. but I do not know how to handwrite as well. I am very slow in school everybody is fast workers in my class but it takes a good 20 minutes to analyze my work then complete it under a minute right off the bat. I cannot work one by one so easy since I'm slow and my method is different from everyone else's but this is the only way I can get my work finished. I'm not as smart you would say I don't know much words besides simple ones, so when someone tells details about something I have no idea what most words mean. people say I'm smart I hate how everyone lies, anyways nothing motivates me. I won't get a good job my dreams have shattered. but also I have no idea how to live my life after school is done and over. romance I lost with my life since I don't need it, I find it to be something in my way. I have a hard time with a lot of stuff and waste time on others for me.