I can't stop regretting this... Please help! :(
Well when my grandmother went in the hospital... For her cancer.. She was in CRITICAL care. She meant the world to me.. I would see her everyday. I'd walk up to the hospital.. I'd stay with her for hours.. I refused to move for anyone. It was my grandmother and I'd stay with her through everything <3 Well I became rather busy.. And I didn't call my grandma for a week.. Nor did I see her. Eventually I found time. Just as I was about to go to the hospital to spend time with her like I promised I would everyday. My dad stopped me and said "She passed this morning." Those words wouldn't get out if my head.. I called the hospital countless times and asked for her because I couldn't believe it.. I was in shock. I regret not seeing her when I should have! I knew I was busy, but I should have made time for her. I promised her. but i broke that promise... i didn't even have the chance to tell her how much i loved her and say goodbye. I miss her terribly.. If I could I'd bring her back. I was 10 years old then.. I'm 14 now. I still regret not seeing her and always will probably. How can I stop thinking about this so much?