Are you feeling any better today? I always read your great answers and questions on here and you probably don't even know who I am, but I really think you are special , bright, intelligent and kind. I feel this feeling is a slump and it will get better soon. I am alone a lot too but sometimes I like it and sometimes I don't . Let me know in comments if you need to talk. My notifications don't work so it may take me a while to see your response. Hang in there a bit longer and you'll feel better with a few more days. :-)
Living without people around is a difficult thing to do for some but to others it comes very easily, but what you have to take into account is eventually it will cause mental problems people are naturally social animals and if you take a social animal and put them in isolation they become aggressive and very dangerous.
I just don't talk to most people. People on here, I'll talk to. Some dudes from high school I still hang out with sometimes, sure, we just mess with each other a LOT. I probably talk to my doctors and their nursing staff the most. Guys working at gun shops, I'll talk as long as they do. The people I met doing physical therapy probably get 99% of my attention. Everyone else gets a disgruntled stare. It's easy, just stare more
I think we need people and social life. Social activities prevent heart attacks, increase optimism, improve memories and intelligence, not to mention a big boost on EQ as well. I know i am not answer your question, but i really need to tell you the truth about all animals: we need social life. I am not sure which stage in life you are right now and whether or not getting some peer pressure. If so, the problem is how to cope instead of running away, if you know what i mean.