For the last three years I have suffered from constant, 24/7, derealization and depersonalization. Help?
There were patches where I could actually feel, but for the last year nothing feels real. How do I get this to stop? Please help me. Even suicide seems like a viable option... I really need help. If it's at all useful to know, this started when I was eleven and my grandpa went into the hospital for open heart surgery. He's been dead since November of 2012 though, so I don't know how much my lack of feeling is attached to him. I didn't even cry when he died. I can't feel anything. Everything feels fake and like an illusion.