Did my mom abandoned
(i'm 15)my mom uses oxy but they don't seem to help her anymore, so she is into heavier drugs and we always got into fights. i always told her to fix her life and i will want to see her and come back to visit. but we got into so many fight screaming and yelling at the top at out lungs that i finally said i'm done i'm not coming back i don/t ant to see you ever again. i only said it so we wouldn't fight any more. but the sad part about it is that when i said it, my sister heard it and i haven't seen her november. but i showed up at her appartement in january to see hoe they were doing. because i will always love them and that will never change. but she didn't live there anymore and i called her and said where are you, she said i don't want to see you and i want nothing to do with you ever again. but i want to see my little sister, and she wont let me. she moved and had her phone number changed, and i have no way of getting in contact with her, so is this considered "ABANDON" her own daughter...me?