How do I get myself out of this mess? Read description please.
alright, here's the VERY quick version of things that all happened today because I have to keep it under 1200.
I'm dating a wonderful guy named Dylan. Met a guy ALSO named Dylan. Dylan #2 and I began talking every day and developed feelings for each other. he asked me to leave my boyfriend every day, but today asked if I would cheat on him for Dylan #2. I said yes.
Dylan #1's friend Shane called me beautiful today. Dylan found out & was FURIOUS and threatened him.
I have been abused physically & sexually by 3 diff guys in the past year. my trust is about as low as it goes- I can't hug my dad without flinching yet I can fall asleep on Dylan #1. I'm still terrified of telling Dylan 1 though after finding out how protective he is of me all the sudden. I'm also scared to tell Dylan 2 that I made a mistake.
no hateful things please.. you don't know all the details. I need help. I'm lost & feel so guilty... how do I get myself out of this mess without hurting someone?