What's wrong with me?only answer if you actually know a lot about medical stuff.
I've been feeling pretty down the last couple of months. a couple of my friends have been treating me like dirt. my only friend that I feel like actually really cares about me lives kind of far away. I find myself resorting to cutting. three of my realities have died(not recently but it still bothers me) because of that I'm very sensitive about dying and I pet of mine died recently and that was pretty hard for me. my sister doesn't handle her emotions well and yells at me and my parents for everything. always is calling me disgusting and ugly and telling me she hates me. a couple times she's physically hurt me, she has very sharp nails and I have ended up with fingernail shaped scares. I have been getting sick ALOT ever since winter break. between winter break and spring break I was sick at least once a week every week. always some stomach illness or headache or something like that. went to the doctors have been getting swollen lymph nodes but whenever they test me for something it comes back negotiable besides a slightly elevated white blood cell count (I don't do drugs) I'm just wondering if the illnesses are related to my I guess you could call it depression.