What do I do with myself?
I hate my mom. she makes my days worse, I can't handle her crap anymore, I can't tell you how many times I've considere running away. I'm 15..where am I gonna go? no where so I'm stuck here. where do I start. I'm a fun loving guy in school but once I come home then my depression kicks in and I just sit in my room. my mom always comes in and yells at me to come out but I hate talking to her, every second of it. she makes my life a living hell every day and I have no say. if I do say something then she yells and takes away the only things that actually make me happy. call me a girl but one night I just sat in my room and cried because I felt worthless and there was no way out. she never let's me go places to hang out with friends. I live in the country so I can't walk around town I can't even go on a bike ride because she thinks ill get hit by a car...ill be 16 next month and I've never been on a bike ride...I really don't know what to do anymore...I really hate my mom.