If he doesn't love me, why doesn't he tell me already?
I was in a relationship for 2 years. he cheated and so did I. when he cheated I stayed in the relationship. last year november I cheated & he forgave me but out of no where weeks later he left me without saying bye or saying anything. I begged and begged and he just ignored me. so this February I decided to go over and he let me in. every time I ask him if he loves me he doesn't say anything. we text mostly every day. we never hang out in public. he only lets me come over at night, in midnight when everyone's asleep in his house. I drive 30 minutes away mostly every other day. he NEVER has came over. when I go over he only goes to the intimate part and then I leave his house. we don't talk, he ignores my questions all the time. even till this day there is days when he just ignores me for weeks when I send him millions of texts and call him. I beg so much I'm tired of it. why doesn't he tell me to leave him alone already? why doesn't he tell me he doesn't love me anymore? I need to know because I think I'm wasting my time and I cry every night. my happiness is gone. I love him so much.. my life is gone idk what to do..