Fork in the road in my life :(
I have 2 choices in life right now. Option 1 is I can date my ex but I won't be able to live/see her for at least 5 years because of college and distance but I know if I was able to get past those 5 years I would truly be happy. Then option 2 is not date her and take my chances of finding someone that makes me as happy as when I'm with her. I'm still a young male and I don't want to waste my years if it doesn't work out but at the same time I don't want to look back and say that was my biggest mistake by not taking a chance with her. Please help I can't stop crying about it.